Day 31: Goodness, Gracious

Yesterday was just an amazing day, no question about it. I was feeling a bit under the weather emotionally a couple times last week, and I wanted to be secure in what I'm doing here. God responded; and with full force. In the morning service, Donna Crouch gave a message about Joshua and how after Moses's death, it became his job to help the Israelites enter a new land. When
I thought about it, all I could think of was "Dude, sounds like me.." All my life I was following examples of a solid Christian life: my parents, my original pastor, my teachers, my friends, and other figures. I stood under them, watching, observing, and learning about what it takes to amplify my Christianity. But now that I'm here, those examples aren't. I can't rely on anyone back home to keep me in check; I have to take what I've learned over the years and use it. I'm in a "new land"; a land with promise. I felt that God wanted me to come here, so I responded; not just because it's Hillsong, but because I know by experience here that it's a life-changing atmosphere. Your view on God can really turn up a notch out here; and the country itself is just beautiful. I feel so comfortable to breathe the fresh, clean air and walk down the streets that are filled with natural decorations like trees and flowers. If it wasn't for all the smokers, it would be almost perfect. I mean even the water's good; it sounds weird, but you can drink water from the bathroom sink and it tastes almost identical to the types of water you get at fountains (the good ones). Sure, that seems gross, but just the fact that bathroom sink water is just as good as any other water that isn't added with vitamins/minerals is amazing. Yesterday, God just really gave me a better clarity of why I'm here, and I'm very relaxed now. It's nice to be relaxed.

God bless,
Steven

Day 30: Slowly Closing In

Today was another chill day; fortunately Erik was here, so I wasn't alone today. I finished another song for the EP, which was exciting and relieving, because I had to record the ideas for the song before I forgot them! It definitely ended up going in a different direction that what was planned, but I like it even more now. AND I got to go back to memory lane by getting some L&P (check my new video on Youtube to find out what that is) and finally eating a Tim Tam. In all honesty, that was my day: recording a song, eating, and chilling in the apartment. How active I am these days, right? Well, that's all for today; tomorrow will be interesting though, because it's church!!!

God bless,
Steven

Day 29: Productiveness!!

I was alone today; other than Jesus, of course. However, it wasn't in vain because I got quite a bit accomplished today! First thing was my music; as you know I mentioned I'm working on my first music set release called Here and Alive; today I had the blessing of recording, mixing, AND finalizing 3 songs for that EP, and I am pretty excited about it!! All these ideas just kept flowing, and I just kept playing until something would catch my ear of approval; and there was much approval. I also have the layout for 3 other songs, but the only one I have yet to conjure up it's composition is the title track. But after seeing how awesome today was, I don't doubt it's an impossible feat. I'm trying to get it done as soon as possible so everyone can join in on the listening, so just bear with me as I'm working hard to put it out there.
I also got a chance to finally put together an accompaniment to this here blog with a vlog! I know I'm not the most original video kind of guy, but I figured I should might as well give it a shot; so you can go check out my first episode of the One Man's Journey, One God's Plan Video Edition right here on Youtube; see my world through my eyes 8)
That was pretty much my day, so I have nothing else to report.

God bless,
Steven

Day 28: The Starting Line and Slight Delay

Today was a bittersweet day. On the bright side of things, I finally enrolled in my classes and will be starting on Tuesday; there's some other things I have to keep track of for now, but I know God's in control. I got to meet many more people, especially from other cultures. It was like being in a missions conference or something. My audition for the level of worship I'll be put in is on Monday, so I'm pretty excited about that; there's even a possibility that I could be launched headfirst into Hillsong worship!! How cool is that?? It was a good morning; one I wish didn't take SO long with the lectures, but it was necessary for us to be prepared. The other thing that was good was finally and officially completing one of the 7 songs for my first music venture, Here and Alive. I have 6 more to go, and my goal is to have it done before my first semester ends. I have this weekend as a start, so that's good 8)

The bitter side is that I saw my mom and sister for the last time until this December; they were such a help to get me settled in, and I wish they didn't have to leave. But work is work, and I'm sure my little ones are driving my dad crazy back home. So it'll be good for all of them to be reunited. My dad's been sending me emails every now and then giving me words of ecouragement; I love my dad, what else can I say? I really miss him; he's been there for me more than anyone else. Fortunately, I heard he might be coming out here to visit for my birthday! If that's the case then I can't wait for my birthday so I can see him. I miss all of you: my spiritual union of brothers and sisters in Christ. Even though I'm in a semi-foreign land, I can't help but wish my peeps could see what I'm experiencing out here. Maybe you will someday, only God knows. But He is good. He's never been any different. And I have that to be grateful for.
Tomorrow I have to try and get to the Powerhouse retreat, but I don't know what could happen. Just pray I'll make it there safely.

God bless,
Steven

Day 27: The Initiation of Grace

Orientation for my first semester of Hillsong college began today; and it was everything I hoped it would be AND more. Worship was powerful (as is Hillsong's custom), the messages were impacting, and the lectures had something for everyone to hear. We had good laughs, met new friends, and really connected with God; it was truly the beginning of a life-changing experience. I felt such a peace of heart, it's something that words on a blog just can't explain. I feel fresh, you know? Like everything that led me to Australia is just stored in archives so I can completely take in what's happening here. I will admit, thoughts of home came frequently, but God reassured me that it's gonna be okay. He has so much in store for all the students, and we are so excited to see what happens. After orientation, we all went to our rooms to enjoy the rest of the day off, but Eric invited me to join him at a prayer and worship hangout with some of the other fellow Christ-followers. Naturally, I went; and I am very happy I did. It was a great time, worshipping with new friends and being joined together through our hearts for God to move in us and through us. This day was just incredible; what else can I say to describe how good the day was? God is good all the time, and all the time God is good. That's how.

God bless,
Steven

Day 26: Australia Day

Today I saw a lot of Aussies wearing their Australian garb, waving flags, and chanting the ever famous rally chant. But I wanted to spend today with my mom and sister, since it's the last full day I had with them. So we took a very relaxing walk through the city, going through stores and chowdown centers and stuff. It was nice. I'm very glad that they got the chance to come with me; this whole process would have been so much more difficult without them in the city. It's gonna be hard to not have them in so convenient of a location, but I know they're supporting whether or not I'm with them. The excess number of dogs I saw in the streets made me miss my little guys; I just hope they haven't driven my dad crazy. But at least they get to see my mom and sister when they get back to the U.S., so that should be relief for them.

Well, tomorrow is it: orientation day for Hillsong. I'm so pumped!!!!!! I felt like listening to Michael Gungor's song Prodigal, because it really just cultivated my thoughts. Nothing compares to what He's done for me, regardless of how much my life has been impacted by His presence and work in me. I'm proud to say God is good and full of grace, and I know that He is my hope for a better life. I've wanted so much to see God work in me in ways I never dreamed, and I know in a place like Hillsong it's bound to happen. It's in God's time when He'll start drawing me in, but I'll stay patient until then. I want to walk by faith, not by sight. I don't want to rely on what I can do, because that'll get me nowhere. But God is everything I need, and He's everything I want to have.

God bless,
Steven

Day 25: Moving In

Today, I moved into my new apartment. I was truly blessed to have a place that has most of the essentials: a living room with couches, a couple tables, and even a TV, a kitchen with the standard appliances, a washer and dryer (MAJOR PLUS!!) A nice bathroom, and a bedroom I'm sharing with Tyson, a native Queenslandian Aussie. My other roommates are Eric, who is from Ikea land (Sweden, for those that don't know what I mean...) and Brandon from Washington state. Unfortunately, Brandon is moving out Wednesday because he found cheaper rent at another place, but he's still going to school, so it's all good. And we're getting another Swede on Wednesday, which is awesome because I've always wanted a couple Swedish friends (and Eric is freaking awesome already!) To add to the day's success, I was finally able to get a CD I've been excited about since I got to hear previews of it: Number One Gun's To the Secrets & Knowledge. This album is incredible, and done by a great artist. One of the personal highlights is his version of Journey's Don't Stop Believing (which is reason enough to give this CD a shot.) Also, the 26th has a another well-anticipated release: the return of Living Sacrifice with their new album, The Infinite Order. These guys are the originators and well-renowned veterans of the Christian hardcore genre, and so far they have never disappointed.

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention why January 26th is so important over here: Australia Day, which marks the day the country was able to call itself a free country (just like our 4th of July.). But get this: the year it happened was 1986. Can you believe it? Australia didn't get it's independence until 1986!!! Craziness. But hey, it's another reason for Aussies to get wicked drunk and party all day, so they don't care. Tomorrow should be an interesting sight to see. I'm also trying to get a video camera so I can share this world through vlogs so you get an idea of what I see, so hopefully I can find some way to get it soon.

Well, that's all for now; I got some exploring to do as the new guy. Later friends!
God bless,
Steven

P.S.: Seriously though, give Number One Gun a shot; you should know if I'm highly appraising this album, it HAS to be some form of awesome.

Day 24: Hillsong Sunday

So today I got to return to Hillsong for church; had a blast as usual. I can't believe in 3 days I'll be starting my first year of college; SHOOT!! Time has flown by. I got to hear a great message from John Bevere (check him out if you want, he's from Colorado), and I got refreshed in my spirit. Tomorrow, as I've probably mentioned already, is the day I'm moving into the apartment; pretty, pretty excited about that!

As for the audition on Wednesday, I think I'm gonna go with Mighty To Save and For Who You Are; sounds like it'll be loads of fun. AND I've written 3 new songs over here already; the last one I wrote came at me late last night, and I had to try and stay up so I could write it down for memory's sake. As for the first music project I'm working on, it will be back in production soon, since I've only finished one out of 7. Thanks again to those who helped me decide what it'll be called [Here and Alive], and I hope I can get it out to my friends soon. I also have a plan set for the year in terms of my music: a total of 3 EPs by the end of the year. Here and Alive will be first, then the Moments That Mattered (which will start as an EP, then end up being an 18 song collection of songs I cherished during my years at SFC), and Promise For the Season EP (Christmas moosic!!!). Hopefully in God's name I can get it all done. And I'm gonna try to find a good sensai for learning guitar so I can be more legit haha.

God bless,
Steven

Days 21, 22, and 23: taking care of business

So here's the news.

The past few days have been quite a busy process. I've registered officially with Hillsong, opened my personal bank account here in Sydney, visited my apartment room (or flat, as they call it here.), and am now preparing to move in on Monday. I've also looked into getting a phone here, and I found the perfect company to go under. It's called Optus; why is it perfect, you ask? Because their slogan is (ready for this???) "Yes." HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?!?!? It's almost like it was predestined for me to sign with Optus. And from the looks of things, I might be adding to my Apple collection (did you get what I mean? Did you?). I've been doing all kinds of stuff with my mom and sister: eating, sharing jokes, watching Invictus (which made Morgan Freeman my all time favorite African-American actor), shopping, and trying to find decent stuff on telelvision. 2 days stand between me and my college life's official initiation. Yesterday I found out for the Worship & Music class, I first have to audition to see what my music level is; I get to use a couple of my favorite Hill-songs to do it too! Can't wait for that; it'll be the 1st time I've used a piano in weeks! I have to get an airport express for my room so I can update this for you daily, so I'm starting to save up and looking for a job here (Apple store, I've got my eyes on YOU!!) Tomorrow I'm visiting Hillsong's church service, so I'm very excited for that. You would be too, I reckon. Until next time I get internet access, stay out of trouble, reader!

God bless,
Steven

Day 18, 19, AND 20: Down Under

Note: day 18 did not happen for me because when I crossed the International Date Line, Monday was skipped.

I spent the last 2 days traveling from San Francisco to Sydney, Australia. I had to use 3 different planes to get there: one from SFO to LAX, then from LAX to New Zealand's airport in Auckland, then from Auckland to Sydney; a total traveling time of about 16 hours. It was long, tiring, and entirely new for my sister, since it's her first time out of the country. EVER. She's pretty stoked to be in such a beautiful country, and so is my mom. Every time we have gone out, it's like they're kids in Disneyland; exploring a whole different world, seeing new things, and meeting interesting characters too. We spent yesterday getting settled in and resting (which actually took the remainer of the day.) So I am currently typing this blog up on an interent station in eye-dazzling Darling Harbour, which is just incredible in the summer. Then again, this whole country's beauty is amplified infitesmally in the summer. The sun is bright and shining, the water's so clear it's practically a mirror, and the overall atmosphere is happiness. I wish you all could be here with me, 'cause I'm more than posisitve you'd love it. This Friday I'll be checking into my living space and getting 100% settled in; Hillsong was more than gracious to help with the process so far. I'm opening a bank account, getting my first ATM card with it, working on furnishing my room, saving loads of moolah in Chinatown (which is WAY cleaner than the one in SF), and being my mom and sister's personal tour guide. I sure have missed this land; but I know given a few months, I'll miss home just as much. I might not get many chances to update this for you in the next couple weeks, but I'll do my best.

So, until next time!
God bless,
Steven

Day 17: the Trip There

It just came to mind that I'm not really gonna have a chance to update this blog unless I do it now, so here I am, finding time this morning to add to this challenge I've put on myself. Well, here we are. Time sure does go by fast. Feels like yesterday I was just praying about this, asking God if this was what He wanted me to do. Now look; I'm ready to take off. I'm sure the enemy is steaming in anger right now, and I like that he's not in control of my life. It's not for him to control. Last Sunday, the message was about not going somewhere unless you knew God was gonna be there with you; and I'm definitely sure He will be with me every day. So like I said in my last post, I won't have anything on Monday, but I'll keep you updated as soon as possible!

God bless,
Steven

Day 16: The Turning of the Page

Have you ever compared life to a book? A vast storyline that has the potential to go in any direction? A compelling tale that draws you in with every new paragraph and page? One roller coaster drop after the other as tension rises, emotions sink in, and events that twist and turn you down the path that is your existence? Today I couldn't help but think of my life so far as a book; what kind of book is yet to be determined. So much has happened in 18 and a half years of living. So much good, yet so much bad along with it. My entire life has been a battle; one of principalities and powers. God has stuck close to me ever since the beginning, and I see why. Since the first days I could walk, I was put into the ministry atmosphere, where I constantly learned about the needs of the world, the benefits of surrendering your life to God, and where I could be used in the future. Today, I type this not as a person without knowledge of reason or without any outlook on life, but as a child of the Most High. A person that is ready to see my life become enveloped in His presence. This is it. A new chapter of my life is right at my doorstep. The sadness has finally kicked in, seeing as how I've really realized that I'm not gonna see all my friends and family for almost a year. But because of God's mercy, I will get through this, and I will succeed. Please keep me in your prayers, especially for traveling safety. I'm gonna miss you all so much; thank you for being a part of my life. The next time you read from this blog, I will be on the other side of the world!!!!!

Many blessings from my King,
Steven

P.S. I won't have a blog post on Monday because I'm losing Monday thanks to the international date line; so I'll try to get 2 posts on Tuesday. I just realized I'm gonna have 364 days this year.. Oh shoot haha

Day 15: Project Adios; mission accomplished

So today I visited the Rescue Mission one last time. It was a bittersweet time; sweet because of all the support and love I received from everyone, and bitter because I'm gonna miss all the work and outreaches. What really got to me was how I finished:
My dad and I had just left to go have lunch. So right as we were about to cross the street, someone honked their horn at us; to our surprise, it was our good friend Mike Hodges, one of the Rescue Mission faithful that was delivering food to the local hotel and apartment complexes. He pulled over and gave us hugs and asked how we were doing. What's special about Mike is that he gave me an offering of $100; being a guy that lives in the Tenderloin, $100 is a lot of money.But the fact that he found it in his heart to give that much to me broke my heart, and it gave me a bigger appreciation for what my church does: giving out to everyone else, even if they don't receive as much. We asked what he was up to, and it just so happened that the building we stopped in front of was his last stop for delivery. He asked if we wanted to help drop the stuff, and being the energetic helpers we are, we said "sure!". So my last bit of service for my church was doing what I loved doing most with a friend I highly respected. It was just a great example of how God's timing is perfect. I then went to visit my grandma, who was very happy to see me before I left. I also said bye to some of my uncles and cousins. This was a day of closure, but I was happy to know that I have SO many people supporting me. It's a HUGE spiritual family that I love, and I hope I can make them all proud.

Day 14: Project Adios, Day 4: Getting Things Done

Today I went to SFC to say bye to the staff that impacted me most during my time as a student: Mrs. Gerlach, Ms. Lynn, Mrs. Riddle, Mr. V., Mr. and Mrs. Mateyka, Mr. Ashton, Miss Daisy, Mr. Asire, and Pastor Mike. I also said farewell to some of my friends that are still there. Not everyone was there, but I was able to say bye to most of them. When I think about it, I was practically raised there as much as I was raised at home. I learned so much there in my 12 years as part of SFC, and I just wish I could have been there my 4th grade year. But then again, I never would have seen the world for what it truly was. I'm gonna miss San Francisco Christian School; it will always be like home for me. Tomorrow I am saying bye to all my Rescue Mission friends, and after that it's just one more full day in the U.S.A. Man, time flew so fast. It's incredible how almost a year ago this was just an idea, and now it's become a reality. God has been so merciful throughout the year with the entire process going smoothly; I just hope I can handle being on my own for the first time.

God bless,
Steven

P.S.: I was checking out a couple Tooth and Nail bands today, and I recommend you check them out: Number One Gun, Queens Club, and Sent By Ravens

Day 13:Project Adios, day 3; slacking off

Today I was supposed to visit SFC to say bye to the staff and students; but due to a stomach issue, I couldn't find it in myself to go. I was pretty bummed out, because I really wanted to go. But I felt better as the day progressed, so that was okay. I went to pick up my sister from work and then we went to Union Square so she could return something she bought. I went to the Apple store to see if the warranty that came with my headphones would work on the headphones that my dogs felt the need to destroy. To my unfortunate surprise, they only replace ones with defects, not ones that are brutally destroyed. So if I want to replace them I have to pay $30 bucks (which I don't have). On the upside, however, I got to have some awesome Chinese food for dinner, so that made up for the previous upset. Speaking of replacement, I am well on my way to completing my semi-acoustic cover of Family Force 5's Replace Me; I get excited when I hear how it's coming together! I can't wait to share it with everyone; and who knows, maybe I can send it to the Family Force 5 guys to get their opinion? That'd be sweet, but only time will tell. OH YEAH, and my sister is letting me borrow her auxiliary Blackberry for the time being, so I have a phone now. That should help until Sunday.

God bless,
Steven

Day 12: Project Adios, Day 2; technical difficulties

It's amazing how not having a functioning phone can change the way you do things. But in a way, I'm glad it happened because it gave me time to hang out with my dad without having such a distraction. My original plan was to go visit SFC to say bye to all my friends/teachers/spiritual family, but I remembered Tuesdays are Pastor Mike's day off. In my head, it didn't seem right to go to SFC and not say thanks to Pastor Mike; he's one of the top people on my list! So tomorrow I will be coming bye to say thanks and adios. I know there's some students that I grew a good connection with that I have to say bye to as well; that's probably gonna be a bit hard to do. Then again, this whole process is hard. I have to start putting all my stuff together asap, and I have to choose what's coming with me and what isn't. Plus, I have to say bye to all the Rescue Mission family too; that's gonna be a toughie too. God is merciful. He's gotten me this far, and now His plan for the next 2 years of my life is approaching my doorstep. All I have to do is open the door and let His plan come in and get settled; there's so much in my life that takes reliance on God. If you have things that are beyond your strength and control (and I know you do), give it to God. Some people may be hesitant to trust in someone you can't see, but the reality is we just have to have some serious faith. it reminds me of the DC Talk song "Mind's Eye"; where it talks about how we can feel the winds, but we can't really see the wind. It's our mind's eye that portrays the pictures of invisible things, and God is no exception; we can only imagine what He is like, where He reigns, and what He sees. Challenge yourself to trust in Him more; you'd be surprised at how even a tiny bit of trust has the power to move mountains.

Day 11: Project Adios, day 1

Today was my farewell to my class of '09 friends. We had a great time hanging out; I never thought I would have that much fun at a place called Scandia, but I did. We did miniature golf, Go-Karts, and laser tag (which is now something I want to do a lot). I really love my classmates; they've been such a blessing to me I can't even define it in words. I would try, but it would take around a day. So I want to give a special thanks to Kazemi, Marissa, Aundrea, Katherine, James (especially James for putting today's events together), Scott, Allan, Josh, Kawika, Nicole, and Marcel for making this day one I will most definitely remember. I hope I can hang out with you guys when I return in December!

In the evening, I visited the Garcia household. They wanted to give me the money they raised during a special offering at yesterday's service. Can you believe their church were so kind to have an offering for me? Man, God is so generous. I'm so grateful that I have the support of so many people on this; it almost makes me tear up. The on;y thing that ruined today was my phone completely breaking down; how convenient for it to die when I'm about to leave. So heads up: if you need to contact me, use internet sources; I can't text or call anyone anymore, so that's what has to be done for the time being. Project Adios in underway; tomorrow is saying adios to SFC and all the wonderful people in it. Oh man.

God bless,
Steven

Day 10: Commissioned By Prayer

I love Sundays. They're just so good. Church was interesting, because pretty much everyone was gone to a retreat in Fort Bragg, CA. However, Pastor Gary presented an excellent Sunday school topic and message about speaking in tongues. He talked about it in a light I've never really thought under; it was a very refreshing service. Afterwards, my whole family came to Hannah's church because the church wanted to pray over me. It was such a comfort to know that so many are supporting me on this, and at the same time seeing my mom all teary-eyed made me realize it's coming up fast. Exactly 7 days from now I will be on the plane heading to the other side of the world. Scary to think about.. but God is good, and I know it's by His strength I will succeed. This coming week will be a bunch of goodbyes; goodbye to my classmates, goodbye to my high school and teachers, and goodbye to my church. Man this is tough! Pray I can get through these next few days.

God bless,
Steven

Day 9: Out of the House

Today was lots of fun. I spent most of the afternoon with my mom; we got our hair cut, went to a couple super markets and got a bunch of random things, and we went to the library (which was a place I never pictured myself EVER returning to). We got to just have some quality time together, and it was positively great. I sure hope we can do it again. I was working on another song for my self-made music project when I got back, and I got some important stuff done which made me that much more relieved. And in the evening I visited Hannah' house to help her dad with the worship for their service tomorrow afternoon; totally different than what I'm used to, but still fun. These are the kind of days I hope I can have often in Australia; considering I only have classes like 4 days a week, I'm more than sure I can. It just won't be the same when it's with my closest friends and family. I'm gonna miss being here in California. Well tomorrow's Sunday; very excited I am!! Give thanks to God, 'cause He got you through another week and He loves you like crazy!

God bless,
Steven

Day 8: Progress. Sweet, sweet progress.

Yesterday marked a milestone for me: I finally finished one of my songs. I took forever to get it to a point that I liked, and it is now in my iTunes library; YAY. So I decided to go by the name of That One Guy, because I felt I could have a sense of humor about it. I would like to get people saying things like, "Have you heard of That One Guy?" or, "Do you listen to That One Guy?"; stuff like that. Well that, and Nick Jonas and the Administration was already taken (the Administration? Really?). Anyways, yeahI have an official song of my own, and I am very excited about it. Last night I went to see Avatar; never thought I would be so awe-struck by tall, skinny Smurfs battling to protect their sacred land from us genius human beings. That's got to be one of the most visually stunning films of all time. If you're an all out action movie fanatic, then by all means go watch it (Now.). In all honestly, that's literally all I did yesterday; pretty weird to only have accomplished 2 things in one day. Well I have stuff to do here now, so I'll keep you posted later tonight; adios!

Day 7: The Number of Completion

Today turned out to be a better day than usual. So first I had an orthodontist appointment in the morning, which turned out to be a drag; long story, so don't worry about it. On the way there, God gave me an idea for the possibility of making a Christian based hangout place for youth groups to come and fellowship. Like an auxiliary church building or something; only time will tell if that becomes my first ministry job. I had a great afternoon watching tv with my dogs, and as soon as my family came home, things brightened up in the house. I got to spend quality time with my mom while looking for shoes to take to Australia, and we found 2 for a great price. Yay. Overall, God was good today, and I am very grateful for what He's done so far. So far, so good! I can rest well knowing He's got a lot in store for me; plus I'm caught up with the blogs, so that helps too!

God bless,
Steven

Day 6: A Bit Late, but Here Now!

I just realized I completely forgot to update this blog last night; oops. Well yesterday was interesting. Unfortunately I wasn't able to go bowling with some alumni peeps, but I got to spend some quality time with my dad. I enjoyed that very much, and I'm happy to know he's taking all next week off so we can spend more time together. Honestly, I've been playing a lot of Kingdom Hearts; I should stop, but it's kind of compelling. It's hard to stop following such a great story. I'm gonna work on that haha

To compensate for not updating the blog yesterday, I want to share my favorite albums of 2009. I recommend you check these albums/artists because they are all spreading the gospel in their own ways.

In alphabetical order:
The Almost - Monster Monster: this album was considered one of the most important albums by Jesusfreakhideout because of the consistent spiritual references and foundation. And considering they're popular in the secular media, that's a really good thing.

Anchor & Braille - Felt: this was one of 2009's unsung hero albums. The side project of Anberlin's Stephen Christian, this album was a great audiobook of poetry; the lyrics are smart and eccentric, the music is soft and soothing, and overall it's just a great album to listen to in your downtime or if you want to relax.

And Then There Were None - Who Speaks For Planet Earth?: this band started out as a metal band, but after singing with Tooth and Nail Records, they decided to take a different direction with their sound. The result is a strong bass pounding, power driven techno club album filled with awesomeness. Pretty much every song is catchy, and the guys really put together a Cd that makes me excited for their next album.

The Ascendicate - To Die As Kings these guys were formally known as the 7 Method, but their style has carried on with their new name. One of the strongest hardcore rock bands I've heard, they give the listener everything you would expect from an average hardcore album, but their lyrics are what set them apart from the rest. Their songs are powerfully spiritual, and that's what really draws me to this CD

B.Reith - Now Is Not Forever: when I found this man of God by accident, I look back and realize it was God ordained for me to listen to B.Reith's tunes. This guy has inspired me in so many ways, I can't even begin to describe it. His music is incredible, his lyrics are smart, catchy, and God-centered, and his faith is ever present throughout this CD. If there was one guy I absolutely recommended giving a shot, it would be B.Reith; chances are you won't be disappointed.

Danyew - Danyew EP/Wake Up EP: So this guy was one of those last minute artists I found in December; and boy did Danyew blow me away. He has a great thing going for him, and I believe he has a great future ahead of him. You should check him out if you like that ambient, synth pop driven Christian rock stuff, he'll be the right choice for you.

David Crowder*Band - Church Music: How can I even begin to describe how I've been impacted by David Crowder? This CD was nothing short of revolutionary; don't let the name deceive you. It's not one of those old school classic worship songs; it's an electro-rock worship CD that's sure to turn heads. David Crowder is, in my opinion, one of the best kind of worship leaders that can really reach out to today's generation.

Deas Vail - Birds & Cages: the first sign in for Mono Vs. Stereo Records, Deas Vail is what I call a beautifully sounding band. They have a great sound that's unique to me; soft, real music that pleases the spirit. I really enjoyed taking this journey from song 1 to the end; if you end up giving them a shot, I hope you'll like them too.

Eleventyseven - Adventures In Eville: This was one of those CDs I was hesitant to listen to. But now that I've listened to it, I can't say I regret it. These guys are awesome; they've taken a stereotypical rock sound and added electro-pop elements with some hip-hop mixed in. Their lyrics are smart and funny, and they have that potential to brighten up your day.

Falling Up - Fangs!: Falling Up is one of those bands I've always enjoyed; this album was a concept one, one with a different sound but still entertaining. They have an experimental rock/ambient sound to them in the likes of Linkin Park, and they definitely a great work in progress.

FAMILY FORCE 5 - Dance or Die With A Vengeance/Christmas Pageant: Ah, Family Force 5. My favorite band. These guys may seem crazy by their looks and crunk rock/club dance music, but inside they are true Christians that are unashamed of who they are in Christ. And look where it's taken them: co-headlining the AP Your with the Maine and 3OH!3, having sold out shows in the U.K. where Family Force 5 CDs aren't even sold, having several magazine photo shoots and interviews throughout America and the U.K., doing a partnership with Skeleanimals and Target with the Keep the Party Alive CD, gaining over 600,000 fans within the past year, AND now doing a special song for the new Alice In Wonderful movie soundtrack. These guys have a bright future ahead of them, so keep an eye for them!

Flyleaf - Memento Mori: Flyleaf's first album got a lot of attention from both Christian and secular markets, so naturally people were anticipating their new CD. What was released was an album that I'm sure would have confused non-believers but would give Christians a smile; even their first song puts it right out there. "Beautiful bride, body of Christ." That takes courage to stand unashamed of your faith in today's society, but Flyleaf does it with excellence. Kudos to Flyleaf for a strong album.

The Fold - Dear Future, Come Get Me: these guys are one of those bands some people will never get to hear, but they are a great band that's going on a big journey in their music career. The one reason hundreds of people have recently heard of them is because of their cover of Miley Cyrus's "Party In the U.S.A.", which has become one of the most popular parodies of the song of the year. Check it out it's awesome http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAowjjHgKks

Future of Forestry - Travel EPs: I found this band through a magazine recommendation, and they have never disappointed me. The Travel EPs were exceptionally amazing, as the songs could just take you to another world. I love their music a lot.

House of Heroes - The End Is Not the End: these guys are just awesome. Period. They've taken a Beatles inspired sound and made a CD worthy of the English legends. I totally recommend listening to House of Heroes whether or not you admire the Beatles.

Jars of Clay - The Long Fall Back To Earth: Jars of Clay is one of the veterans of the Christian music industry. Their sound has grown consistently throughout their career, and this album was no exception. Appraised by many as one of the best albums of the year, I am glad that after 15 years of music, Jars of Clay is still going stronger than ever.

Kutless - It Is Well: Kutless is what you would call another one of those straightforward rock bands, but their second worship project was a great growing step. They took some very classic hymns and made them appealing to the modern generation. A great worship album.

Leeland - Love Is On the Move: Leeland is one of those up and coming worship band that has some of the most powerful songs I've heard. They have inspiring and beautiful words that make you want to worship, and I know there's much more in store for them

Lost Ocean - Could This Be Love?: This newly independent band has created an album that greatly impressed me; their piano pop rock sound is one that may be common, but is strongly presented here.

Manic Drive - Blue: Blue was a remake of their previous album but with 4 new songs; those 4 songs are what made me enjoy the album. It was a fresh re-interpretation of their music, and those songs are just plain awesome!!

Nevertheless - When I'm With You: this 5 song EP was dedicated to the band members's wives, as each song sings of love. It's a cute and pretty collection of music that can make any girl smile. So hint hint guys, if you want to make somewhat of an impression on your lady, these songs can help ;) just don't tell them you got it from me.

Oh, Sleeper - Son of the Morning: this is one of the most controversial bands in the Christian market. Their new CD is one that I know people think twice about before listening to. The cover is enough to make one hesitate: it's half of a pentagram. But what it represents is what makes this CD glorious; the theme is the eternal battle between God and Satan, and the pentagram represents God's triumph over the "Son of the Morning" by cutting of his horns. It's a powerful album with an even more powerful message.

Owl City - Ocean Eyes: Boy, has Adam Young had a great year. God had blessed him with huge, HUGE success on his record label debut. He's become one of the most popular acts in the world, and his album has already reached Gold certification. His poetic synth pop is the best music to brighten your mood.

Phil Wickham - Heaven and Earth: after I listened to this CD, I was very impressed with Phil's talents and music. His words are strong, and his music is awesome. You might consider him just another regular Christian artist, but he's got a great album here.

RED - Innocence & Instinct: this Linkin Park-esque band has developed a fantastic sound with their 2nd album; every song makes me inspired to fight my fleshly whims. The theme is the fight inside, and if you're having problems like that, look up the words. They can be just what you need.

Relient K - Forget And Not Slow Down: Relient K helped me grow up. It's weird to say, but it's true. Many of their songs have helped me build a stronger me; in many parts of my life, there's been a point where a RK lyric or song would come to mind and give me comfort. This album made me very happy because they haven't lost their fire at all. I'm very pleased with Forget And Not Slow Down.

Seabird - Rocks Into Rivers: this piano pop rock band is one that's growing to be a strong act for the future. They've gotten a lot of recognition from secular groups, and they have a great message hidden in this album.

Showbread - The Fear of God: the Raw Rock came in with full force this year, and it was one of the best hard-hitting albums of the years. Go Showbread!!!

Switchfoot - Hello Hurricane: This CD is amazing. AMAZING. Nothing else to say.

So there it is. I'd love to hear your faves, so feel free to tell me your favorite albums of 2009

God bless,
Steven

Day 5: Inspiration Via a Dreamer

The highlight for today came in the evening through watching the Susan Boyle story. This woman shows strong heart and passion for what she loves most, which obviously singing. After seeing her journey from Britain's Got Talent to receiving her triple platinum record for her debut CD, it amazed me that this whole story was possible through her persistence and desire to see her dream come true. It inspired me a lot; I examined myself and I don't think I've truly worked towards a dream of mine as much as she did. But I have seen absolute proof that through God anything is possible. I've had a lot on my mind lately; a culmination of ideas and thoughts that expand to several different areas in my life. This whole college thing is beginning to consume my every thought, in a good way. I'm getting pretty excited about it, yet at the same time I'm getting nervous about the idea of leaving everyone I know and love for 2 years. It's a tough commitment. A necessary one, but tough nonetheless. I want to ask for prayer over my family; they've been so supportive of me my whole life, and I know this is just as tough on them too. They are my inspiration; they are one of the reasons I'm taking this challenge. I want to make my family proud, and I can only pray I do. Please pray that my parents and sister can be strong these next 2 years, and that God can continue to bless them in abundance.

Well that's all for today, so good night and God bless!
Steven

Day 4: Coolness Through Randomosity

 So today was a very chill day. I woke up to find my little mute Narnians on my bed under the covers; excellent alternative to a heater, but not good at giving me some space. I then decided to go back in time by turning on my PS2 and playing the epic game Kingdom Hearts (Yes, I play that game, and I really like it.) What surprised me about my video gam session was that the part of the game I was in kind of presented a very spiritual thought. So I was in the second to last level, a huge castle called Hollow Bastion. The heroes were supposed to find the main character's closest friend since she was taken by the enemies and her heart lost to the darkness. After around an hour of trying to find the room with the next several boss battles (I'm super slow at video games, just fyi) it came to the part where the main character finds his friend, lifeless on the floor in front of the portal to the castle's heart. There he confronts his other friend/rival basically possessed by a guy named Ansem who's trying to attain the full power of the darkness by using his friend's captured heart. After the fight (which lasted under 5 minutes, unlike the last time I played this game at 14 years old in which it took me several days to beat it) the main character finds that his friend's heart wasn't lost, but actually intertwined with his. It was his job to release her heart from his. When she woke up, he began to vanish and eventually fell into the darkness, becoming a form of darkness himself to free her. But once he was reunited with his friend, his heart was restored, and his goal was reached.

 So what am I trying to say here, you ask? Well, picture yourself in this kind of situation. You are inside a world that is becoming consumed by darkness. You've gone through so much to get to this point: battle after battle, meeting friends along the way, and learning more about life and where you belong in it. And now that you're at the gates of your hardest challenge yet, you begin to wonder if you're going to get through this alive. It kind of reminded me of what I'm about to do in a way. Then you're right in the middle of this battle; not just the battle you see before you, but also the battle within you to hang on to your strength and determination to keep going and to not give up. Are you going to succumb to the darkness around you, or are you going to fight it, press forward, and get to where you're trying to be? Will you stand against seemingly impossible odds and trust in faith that in the end you'll survive?

 Keep in mind this main character wasn't alone either; he had friends at his side, fighting on because they had the same goal too. When he was in trouble, they would come to his rescue and encourage him to fight on. While he was trying to find his way around this dark place, his friends were always near. The only time they weren't there for him was when he had to face the most evil of darkness on his own. They could have helped, but it wasn't their fight. It was his fight. A fight to protect his heart. Do you have friends like that? Friends that are there beside you, whether or not you're in need? Could you say that no matter how bad things might be, that you find parts of your strength through them? If you could say that, then you have great friends. If not, then find friends that have a common goal, ones that won't steer you away from your goals. After all, God puts people in our lives so we won't have to face this life alone. So here's what I say to you: if you have a goal, and your heart is struggling to keep pursuing that goal because of the darkness around us, don't lose hope. Don't give up on that goal. Your heart is your most important tool, because that's what decides just about every choice you make. And find friends that will support you every step of the way; that way your hearts can be connected too. I always enjoy finding preaching-possible things in the random and ordinary; it's fun! Try it sometime!

As for the rest of my day, I went to see Sherlock Holmes, which was an interesting movie; a smart and solid movie. I would recommend it. Well that's all for now, so until tomorrow, adios.

God bless,

Steven

Day 3: Sunsets and Sushi on Sunday

So today was pretty awesome. Sunday school this morning was amazing. Pastor Clint Ladine talked about the concept of praying and practicing the discipline to keep doing it consistently. It happened to be something I've been working on at home, so it was great to hear the words I needed for encouragement. In the afternoon, my parents decided to go to Kitaro, my favorite sushi place in all of San Francisco (if you ever want to give it a try, you can find it at 5723 Geary St., which is a bit far but worth the trip. In my opinion at least.) I had some grilled teriyaki salmon and rock and roll rolls [A.K.A. grilled eel with avocado and a sweet teriyaki glaze.] I'm starting to get hungry just talking about it! (not good, not good...) Once again, I visited Hannah's church, only to be surprised to be pulled up on the stage to help with the piano at the very last minute. It was lots of fun though. Overall, I was happy today happened; these kinds of days always put a smile on my face. For some reason, these days almost always happen on Sunday; I can't help but think of Psalms 37:4, which says, "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.". Just think about it. If you find delight in Almighty awesome God and His love, He can answer even our most ridonculous of desires (yes, I quoted the movie Bolt with 'ridonculous', but I was using that word before the movie came out. Just felt like clarifying that.) So go ahead, delight yourself in God, whether it's getting lost in the pages of His love letter to us (the Bible, in case you don't know what that meant), having a conversation with Him (prayer), or just thanking Him throughout the day. Find your delight in the Lord; trust me, you won't be disappointed.

God bless,

Steven

P.S.:

As for the title, Sunsets and Sushi is a reference to David Crowder*Band's EP, Sunsets and Sushi (Experiments In Spectral Deconstruction). It is also what I was listening to while I forged this blog. If you want to listen to it, you have 3 options: buy it via iTunes or Amazon, borrow it from someone you know that has it, or be a pirate and use the link below to get it (don't tell anyone I showed you the link; I don't want to get in trouble.) Either way, check it out, as well as the rest of David Crowder*Band's music library. If you're tired of hearing the same kind of worship, this band will show a whole different perspective on worship. I recommend his last CD, Church Music; it was definitely one of the best albums of 2009.

http://www.mediafire.com/?d80yatj0xu3

Day 2: A Well Spent Day

So today, I spent the entire afternoon with my best friend, Hannah, and her family. They decided to try and find good deals at the Gilroy shopping centers. The only problem I seemed to find was that there was like 3 stores out of around 50 that actually caught my interest. And even then, I didn't really find anything worth buying. But it's okay, because I got to spend some valuable time with Hannah. She's been very sad lately with the idea of me leaving. I know it's a heavy sacrifice for me to leave her for 2 years, but I've been praying that she'll be okay. God blessed me so much when He made her a serious part of my life; she's helped me in so many ways, I know I'll make it up to her someday. It makes me think of how much we appreciate our friends; those people in our lives that we talk with on a regular basis, those we look to in good and bad times, and those that share each others's interests. It's good to have people that care about you; I'm grateful for each individual I call my friend. I hope you're happy with your friends too. And let's not forget the ultimate friend: God Almighty. So make sure you show your appreciation for the best friend you could ever have tomorrow, as it is Sunday. Hope everyone has a wonderful remainder of their weekend!

God bless,

Steven

Day 1: Getting Started

I've always loved keeping record of my experiences in some way: pictures, writing, or simply memory. However, I've never tried anything like this; the closest I've ever gotten to a blog was typing journal notes on my iPod Touch (which was a lifesaver, by the way.) The reason I have created this blog is so you, the reader, can share with me these experiences that are headed my way. I care a lot about my family and friends, and I figure since I might not have time to check all the networking sites I'm involved in (Facebook, Twitter, MySpace, MyYearbook, FaceSpace, MyBook, Flixster, AIM, Yahoo! Messenger, so on and so forth...) everyone I know through all those websites can at least see how I'm doing in one specific place. So to you, I hope you can support me in this venture that's coming in a mere 16 days, and keep me in prayer; this is a big step for me, and I want you to be a part of it. My goal is to update this every day for the next 2 years. I just hope you'll still be interested in this blog by the time 2 years have passed. Honestly, as long as 1 person checks up on this every day, I'll be more than fine. 

At 12 a.m. everyone celebrated the new year. 2010 is here already. That was much faster than I thought it would be. So naturally a lot of things came to my mind: what are my goals? Do I have any resolutions I know I can stayed committed to? Am I going to be strong enough to survive in a whole new atmosphere? Will I be completely renewed is my passion for the ministry? Can I handle not having Dr. Pepper available to me every day of the week? I want to make this year one of the best of my life, no doubt about it. Hillsong will obviously be a huge part of that, but I know it's going to take more than a church to get me on track with God's plan for my life. Right now, I'm just here at home, enjoying the same resources and blessings I've had my entire life: a loving family, a house with all the necessities of living at my disposal, and a huge spiritual family of brothers and sisters. But in just over 2 weeks, it'll be a whole different chapter in a whole different environment with a whole different outlook on things. I know that through God it will be okay, so that's what will keep me on my feet when the hard times come. All I ask from you is to keep me in prayer; like I said in the above paragraph, this is a big step for me. One of my high school mentors, Mr. Mateyka, always reminded me of a verse that said "in the multitude of counsel there is safety." In this case, I look at everyone who is a fellow believer and shares my passion for pursuing a strong relationship with God as my counsel. With your help, I know in my heart I'll be more at peace as these 2 years pass by. Thanks so much for taking time from your day to read this, and I hope you come around daily or even weekly to see how I'm doing.

God bless,

Steven

P.S.: the link I'm posting is my anthem for this year. If you've never heard of the band Starfield, they're an amazing worship band from Canada that's been a major inspiration throughout the past 5 years of my life. Their music has impacted me in so many ways, and this song shares my thoughts and desires. Check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2loeds35UI